Everytime I hear this song it touch my heart, it touch my mind. I can really identify myself with this song, there is too much to sing for, or more specific there is too much to pray for. That isn't an excuse of course, but there is a desire in my heart to be someone the world can rely on. I know that it is hypocritical to think that I have to be someone who is good to the world and I also know that I can't change the world by my own. But I know that I can be an instrument of my Heavenly Father, and when I give my life to Him and just say: take my life in Your hands and lead me to the path I have to go, then I will be someone in the world which is worthy enough. It don't took the desire away of my heart, I want to go all over the world, to share the gospel, to make new friends and take care for all the homeless babies.
Halfway the song Elske (who is a Dutch singer) sings: I'm singing this song 'cause it's the only thing that I can. I think that we, surely I, shouldn't look to ourselfs, shouldn't look to what we want to become, because Gods plan is bigger than we know. And even when I just live here in a unimportant little town near to Rotterdam, I can be someone: I can change a persons life, isn't that enough, why do we always want to be someone bigger then we really are? I really hope, that I can be someone, through my prayers and me being. It didn't take the desire away that I want to see all the world and that I want to become a good doctor, but what it does is giving a lot of peace in my heart. Yes, there is too much to pray for, but when you and I just starts with the little things the Kingdom of God will grow more and more, I think all the little prayers, which will grown bigger and bigger are like the little mustard seed, which will grow out 'ntill it is an amazing tree, a tree of life, with fruits which will be seen in the world.
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