Uncertainty

I really don't know how to start this blog. There are a lot people who feel comfortable with the upper word. Uncertainty, who-ever isn't? Everyone have his own uncertain times, uncertain periods. I'm in such a period right now. You know why? This week, hopefully tursday, I will recive the results of the lottery for the study I really want to do next year. If I could do a wish right now it would be a ticket for medicine. Unfortunately there are to much people here who have the same desire and there aren't enough places for everyone. I just have to wait and trust the Lord, cause I know that He knows what's the best for my life. I need to admit that I have a lack of trust in this whole situation... and I would really appreciate if you will pray together with me for a good end, no matter what that will be.

Maria Wilhelmina

I just had a special reason to write this blog and it isn't my own uncertainty. I friend of mine, called Mariëlla, is probably the most ambitious person in Holland. Her artifarti way to dress, her attitude, her talents in a lot creative fronts, her way to perform and play, actually she is a purchase for my life. She had a little problem - I think we are eachothers opposite - because she didn't know what to do the coming year. She did audition at different academies of the performing arts, but they all rejected her. Now she found another way to fill in her life next year; She is going to the HQ-school, this is a formation year. There she could develop her art skills and think a little more of the rest of her life, what she is able to and where her heart will bring her. There is only one problem, she don't know if she can deal with the financial things of this year. Our government doesn't subsidize this kind of school, but the pupils who will follow this year has to pay almost more than a 'normal' pupil. I hope I told you enough about her life to ask you the next question: to get some money Mariëlla started some action. If you gave her some money she will made something for you. This could be just a few dollars/euros/pounds. In exchange for your money she will make you an animation, special edit photo, painting, clay doll, or whatever you could think of. The more money you give, the greater her things are. You can contact her on: mariavanapeldoorn@gmail.com, or have a look on her site (this is still under construction, I think she will add more soon!).