All in all

Monday, 8th of August. 03:16 PM. Nin, Croatia.
I always thought that a vineyard - or places like that - would be inspiring for writers. I often dream of fieldtrips with my bible, pen and paper as professional guides. But where I live it will remain a dream, cause there aren't vineyards. Well, on holiday I supposed to find a place to go, where I shoud write and read. The second day here in Croatia I went out for a walk and get captured by the nature near to the place where we stay this summer. I planned a daily fieldtrip, but guess what? The words your reading now are from my first fieldtrip, let's give you some more details: it's my last day here, it's quite hot, sweaty, dry and lifeless. My view is blocked by some clouds that surround the mountains. The title anyway is from a song which touch me everytime I listen to it (in the version of Hillsong Kids). The voices sounds so vunerable and the words are so true! You are my strength when I am weak, You are the treasure that I seek, You are my all in all. I'm seeking you like a precious jewel Lord, to give up I'd be a fool. You are my all in all. When I fall down you pick me up, when I am dry You fill my cup, You are my all in all. Worthy is Your name. I doubt about this holiday, if I should go or not, to be honest I was really excited about the destination, but not about the people I am with. I deeply love them, but otherwise I will run away too, they're so adorable, but even hard to deal with. But I went and the journey was a trial we get trough with eachother. One of my friends send me a short message, when I leave my own - safety - place: 'enjoy, stay close to who you are'. This sentence sticked in my head and I prayed to the Lord to be that person I need to be, the person I am like He make me for. I felt really close to Him and even to my own heart, my own soul, that I was able to really enjoy this two and a half week in Croatia. Actually it was the best holiday I had with them since a few years! He is my strength when I am weak, He surely is my all in all.